Obscurity

Why is it hard?
To feel this way
To act like nothing's happening
It is all so wrong
but it is so right
or am I the only one hoping it all is?

Oh when you walk away
I cannot voice out
this feeling
these unspoken words
I so long for you to hear

Oh and when you look me in the eyes
I stare back warmly, longingly
at those black oblivion eyes
Is that nothingness in there?

What have I done?
Why are you like this?
But I'm doing everything for you

So many hurt and pain,
am I just a nobody to you?